Friends.

Last night, one of my closest friends from high school dmed me on twitter, she asked me I'm free today. I was a bit curious and nervous at the same time, because she told me we really need to talk. A lot of things came into my mind since last night, I can't even sleep well and I woke up really early because I can't shrug off the thought that we need to talk and that it involves me. When we decided where to talk, I knew what she really wanted to say. I saw through her eyes, the pain she hid for a very long time, the tears she held back since then. I wanted to hug her, to make her feel that I am just there for her, waiting for her to open up. When she started talking, she broke down in front of me and that made me so weak, I can't handle when my friend is in that kind of situation. What hurts the most? Her squad couldn't accept her for who she really is, they want her to change and I can't understand why they treat her like that. They're making her lock herself inside a box, trying to lie to other people and especially to herself just to make them stay. I tried my best to be serious and be strong for her, my friend became so vulnerable and I wasn't used to it. I was disappointed towards her friends, I thought they accepted her already but no, they wanted to change her because they don't like her for who she really is. All I wanted for my friends? Happiness. I truly accept her for who she really is. Age? Gender? Status in life? Race? For me it doesn't matter, it is not the basis of friendship. I tried to help her and even talked to Keith so that even a little she would be at ease. I'm happy that he accepted her. 

To Jade:

Baist, be free from all the lies. Be true to yourself. Be happy, because you deserve it. I love you baist, no matter what happens, I will try my best to back you up. To help you, to cheer you up, to keep you safe, to sing to you, to be your best friend and who you want me to be, I will do it if it will make you happy. Love yourself. I love you. We love you.