Beast friend..

Dear Beastfriend,

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   I decided to post the message for you here because if I would post it on instagram or facebook I know a lot would react. To start, I am thankful for having you in my life. After all that I've said, you stayed and never left my side. Thank you because you accepted me open arms, even though after you heard about all the mistakes I did from my past. You protected me like I am your real sister, you were there for me when I was wasted and broken. You were there to guide me with every step of my journey. You became my supporter every time I join events and even appreciated my voice although it doesn't sound good because I'm sick.  Thank you because you listened to me while others ignored and rejected me. Thank you because you held my hand while others chose to let go of me. Thank you because you appreciated me in your very own ways. Thank you because you were there in times that I wanted to give up all my dreams because of all the negative things that happened. Thank you because you treated me the way no one did before. Thank you because you bully me that I get to live with it. Thank you because you became my the best of the best of beast friend in this world. Thank you because you proved to me you're not like the others. Thank you for the love, that even after I said "leave me alone" "unfriend" "unfollow me on twitter and ig" "this is the last time that we will talk" "we're not friends anymore" "don't ever talk to me" "friendship over" and a lot more dramas every time I get mad or mahay, you just watched me act like a child and then waited for me to calm down. ENDLESS THANK YOU'S KYLE JOSHUA DAIGDIGAN GAMOROT.  I am proud of you, always even though I tell you that so seldom. With every game you play, I hope I can watch you and shout with the crowd to support my beast friend. Thank you for the unending patience that you're showing me, thank you because at the end of the day even after many things that will happen, good or bad, you're giving me the assurance that I can run to you, I can cry on your shoulders and you're there to make me laugh. Sorry for everything, especially I am such a burden to you. I want to say sorry if I caused you headache, if you stayed awake at night because of my dramas, if you wasted you load because of our hours call quality time, if I make you worried at times, if you had to let your friends go first because I showed up, if you had to be strong for me because I am so weak. Sorry for everything, if I had lapses as your beast friend, if I am imperfect and I had a lot of shortcomings. I maybe the most childish friend that you have, but I assure you when you need me I would be there. I will try my best to be there for you. I am just here waiting for you to call me because you need my company. For sure, I know when you can't sleep, you'll just call me. Kyle, please even when you will have your girlfriend, don't forget about me. I know it will never be the same, I wouldn't get the same attention and time but please let's make sure our friendship will never be affected and end up that we'll unfriend each other. We don't what's up ahead but as long as I can, I will be just there at your side with your every fight. Maybe you would never notice it but I am just around you, I am keeping an eye to make sure you're doing fine. I've got a lot to say but words aren't enough to express my gratitude to you because of all the things that you've done for me. You changed me and molded me to become a good person. This song by Jason Mraz seems to be made just for you, it fits perfectly that I can't get rid of it. I love you my beast friend from the bottom of my hypothalamus. (I tell you once in a blue moon) I am looking forward to more photos with you, photos that will remind me that I am blessed to have you. Photos that will prove all the moments we shared together as we're growing older. Photos that will make me nostalgia. I want to see you achieve all your dreams and goals in life. I want to see you making tita, tito and ate pam proud! I AM PROUD OF YOU. WE ARE PROUD OF YOU. YOU'RE TRULY A GENUINE PERSON AND I AM SO THANKFUL THAT GOD GAVE ME A BEAST FRIEND LIKE YOU...... 


P.S I won't expect that you can read this one because you don't know about my blog. 
P.P.S But if ever you're able to see this! Hi beastfriend.